Since this is a “process addiction,” versus a chemical addiction, it is so hard for wives to understand. There are many different compartments so that he can divide his life up into separate components that don’t touch each other.
They become engrossed in this fantasy world where they don’t have to worry about pleasing anyone but themselves and no emotional connection is required.
At the height of his addiction, nothing, not even the risk of losing his job or his marriage, is enough to stop him.
This explains how a politician or celebrity can make such risky, career-destroying moves without stopping to consider the consequences.
When this thought hit me, the only clothes I had on was a light shirt and a denim skirt.
I looked down to find my rock hard nipples poking against my shirt.